Awakening to the Mystical: 150 days of Inspired Transformation

"Thy Will Be Done" .  I have been hearing this constantly in meditation more than any other phrase that has come forward, and it has been coming through for close to a month now.  The words were most famously spoken by Jesus himself within the body of the Lord's Prayer as he was teaching his disciples to pray . (Luke 11:1-4).  I have so much resistance to the concept.  It's a trust issue, of course, and I know it.   Today is Day 25 of the project, and I am still choosing to look at the guidance that I am receiving as an answered prayer.  Of course, that means I need to keep in mind what the original and the ongoing prayer has been:  "God, please help me reconstruct my life.  Help me to find the way to rebuild it.  Help me to find my place in the world in the wake of the events of the last couple years.  Help me to find my way."   My project, in essence, is really that--an uttered prayer.  Each of the elements of it, (praye...

  Today is Day 15, and the project is in full swing.  While the first blog entry went up on the 11th, the actual project itself began on June 5, 2023.  So far, the results have been nothing short of miraculous.  I have been receiving guidance every day, and the information contained in it has been life changing to say the least.  Most of it has come through in the form of words or phrases that I have received in meditation or in periods of stillness through out the day.  The guidance is extraordinarily relevant and in reviewing all that has come through including the idea for this project, I am left with the clear understanding that this is nothing less than an answered prayer .   At the time that I had the idea for this project, approximately a month ago, I was struggling with how I was going to move forward in my life.  None of the suggestions that people were making at the time were resonating with me, and I was feeling....well.....lost....

Awakening :  A recognition, realization, or coming into awareness of something. Mystical :  1. Of or relating to mystics or mysticism which is characterized by a direct experience of the Divine, God or the Absolute 2. Having a spiritual meaning or reality that is neither apparent nor obvious to the senses nor obvious to intelligence  ---------- "You are a bit of an anomaly," the psychiatrist from the Amen clinic had said after reviewing the brain scans I had come in for a couple days earlier.   It was August 2021, and my sister had been interviewed on the CBS nightly news earlier in the year.  That interview had attracted a donor who donated a $6000 package of sessions to the Amen Clinic which specializes in integrative mental health through brain scans.  The idea was to have me seen and diagnosed by the most cutting edge psychiatry out there, and the conversation with this psychiatrist was the culmination of that process.  As the conversation con...